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carportgarden

by Realistic Weather

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1.
wildflowers 03:08
wildflowers around the highway exit among hot ribbons of pavement found me and surprised me what's flown around the forest shouldn't exist why do bigots have a monopoly on the beauty? oh life is so disappointing at times why must I be forced to hold both in my sights? the lies and catchflies the stars and bars and long leaf pines but if I am right that nylon burns fast and bright
2.
a plastic horse and an old Kubota shaded by apple trees fruit that's fallen is bruised and softened and eaten by meat bees each year I wait for the red of ripeness to coat the skin and show its sweetness how long? tetherball and a bow and arrow hay bales for sharpening my shot picking clover and falling over scars on both my knees I got each year I age the dead keep rising to show the rotten food uneaten how long? take it all away now the trees are falling down a turning chainsaw blade I can still hear the sound take it all away now the trees are falling down is it from old age or is it from the drought? take it all away is this all there is? the shoveling of piles considering the rift should I buy a rifle?
3.
greenthumb 03:37
a night of minimal rest I wake up with no sound from a street I go as I'm dressed up the hill to meet for coffee the fog hangs thick in the air wetting the earthenware dirt road turns to pavement I am pulled by the slope of the land you still have a green thumb we don't agree but agree to pretend oh the jasmine shrouds the stairs underneath the sun wrought wooden chairs we've already lost this place if I'm here I will burn up too is there any hope in ashes? is it best to expect solitude? pour the cream spoon the sugar the mug sings, I made years ago we speak of your daughter who has a daughter in Colorado some day I'll take a plane out there I'll fly over smoky air forced isolation put the world into stark relief you sprout an avocado turn the sun into food through a leaf the two are so hard to square sometimes almost too much to bare we've already lost this place if I'm here I will burn up too is there any hope in ashes? is the rest of what's left destitute?
4.
24jan18 01:05
5.
I will find a way to run from this again from the parking lot from the clay stained land from our carport garden loopers in the leaves eat all my tomatoes we carry on at speed take the sweetness from our mouths I will find a way to the sun from this again to feel the opening of a rested hand lie down with me loopers in the leaves eat everything I grow we still taste it on our teeth all this bitterness we swallow and it draws the life right out of me like pulling feathers out a pillow I am anything but patient stillness ain't silent stillness moves I wish it were different betrayal is violence and it ensues
6.
22jan18 01:10

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released September 19, 2022

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